"in search of gravity"
In mid-May, Lorna scoops a teaspoon of black soil from the heirloom pansy bed, stirs it into her milky coffee and swallows a bit of her yard. Next she tries a tuft of pillow stuffing. Too light, she thinks. When a cabinet knob slips down her throat and rests in her belly, solid and cool, she begins to think she has found salvation. No one notices the missing coasters or the napkin rings. Too many knick-knacks, she proclaims when her husband notes their newly uncluttered family room. Spring gives way to summer and she remains a small woman in a large house. Who needs two sets of silverware, she remarks or a waffle iron? The closets grow tidy. She begins to sleep all night, curled around herself. She wakes with a insatiable hunger and explains the love seat’s disappearance. Charity, she says, It’s gone to a worthy cause. In late June she packs her sons for camp then consumes the trunks filled with shorts and sneakers and when they come to be kissed goodbye, it is so simple to swallow them up. That evening she sits with her husband and sips cocktails. A month, he smiles just the two of us. He stands to mix another round. Where’s your glass? he asks. I’m right here, she whispers back.
© 2006 Dale McLain
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